the only person who can make me cry is the only person who can make me smile again.
i just found the first blade that scarred me. the blade i took from little monster. its alittle rusted, otherwise still in good condition. i feel like scarring myself again-
i need the rush of ecstacy.
in the computer lab-
GINNY IS A LOSER (:
and she just beat me.
:/
AND I TWISTED HER HAND .
AHAHAHAHAHHA .
SO SADISTIC YAR ?
i'm going home soon .
to BLOG AGAIN !
hahaha.
byebye(:
<3
Thursday, September 29, 2005
i'm numbereight (:
http://-someday.blogspot.com
link US
charissa, joachim & i.
otherwise known as-
numbernine, numberfive & numbereight
<3
TAKECARE
I'M GETTING ANOTHER JOINT BLOG .
ERR .
URL UP SOON ?
HAHAH.
hell .
i'm looking for a layout now-
i dont know what to say-
STOP TELLING ME WHATS GOING ON IN SCHOOL. I DONT CARE IF SOMEONE TALKS ABOUT ME OR NOT. I DON'T CARE IF YOU HATE ME. SCREW SCHOOL. I HAVE MORE BLOODY PROBLEMS TO WORRY ABOUT.
GRRRRRL .
i'm just confused :/
i was so distracted today !
i kept zoning out and banging into people ?
i was damn tired and lethargic too. :/
AND THERE'S NO TUITION TODAY.
now i'm waiting for my first meal of the day to come home .
MCDONALDS MCSPICY DOUBLE. (:
first meal of the day.
after eating half a sneaker bar and frinking two small cartons of grape-cranberry juice. I AVE NO APPETITE. ): i wish things weren't this screwed right now.
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
POOF ! (:
and there was the dinosaur we took our reflection in. sigh. i miss tuition! but its only been what? four days?! i guess the good things have to wait. :/ i have to finish my MATH! ): boo. then later tonight there's ONE TREE HILL! yay(: haha. i have the rest of my dat\y planned out. I hope i do some studying of chinese. i hate chinese.): dogey arms are scary to look at. aaron's got one! i wonder what it looks like now. hmm.
HAPPY BIRTHDAYS TO GRACE AND MARCELLA.
to the best of luck for everyone in your exams. (:
little moster was very nice and nonsensey today.
-LITTLE MONSTER GAVE ME KITKAT CHUNKY. (:
-LITTLE MONSTER WROTE ON MY HAND.
-I WROTE ON LITTLE MONSTER'S HAND.
little monster wrote on my arm :
not so big
not so little
MONSTER (:
together we're
KAYDEN(:
i wrote on little monster's arm :
you&me
MONSTERS
KAYDEN (:
zhihui and little monster in law were drawing on their hands too ! zhihui's hand had a SNAKE. little monster in law's hand had an OLD MAN. and the snake ate the old man . AHAHAHAH . they're very very lame. (: the monsters drew on cheng's arm too, after she forgot to take her arm with her and left in on the table. :/ AHAHAH.
AND I WROTE CHARIANNE ON MY OTHER HAND. wheeee (:
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
my sticky situation. :/
JUST LIKE WHIPPED CREAM.
NOT AS BAD AS SHAVING CREAM.
;D
FUNFAIIRRR ! (:
SCHOOL TODAY WAS A HALF WRECK . :/
but things got better towards the end. thank you to everyone who helped me sort things out. (:
GYM IN SCHOOL IS FUN. NOW I CAN'T STOP SITTING PROPERLY. HAHAHA.
intended to go tiong to top up my card only. but in the end-
went with ginny and jess, saw katrina and jamie there. while they were talking, halfway i left cos didi was here la. when to meet him. then later didi went home after seeing his friend there. don't know what la. hahha. so i went with ginny and jessica. they bought grace's birthday PRESENT ! (:
tomorrow is marcella and grace's birthdays. (:
<3
Monday, September 26, 2005
fail me not ?
but you've already failed me .
:/
drop a heart
break a name
we're always sleeping in
and sleeping for the wrong team .
am i making the wrong choice ?
i can't stop thinking about it .
didi knows whose hair i used to like .
before that person cut it. :/
i feel like talking to didi .
just talk . :/
monsters GRRRRRRL .
-confused not so big, not so little monster.
CHARIANNE !
): i am stressed .
i hate chinese .
-groans .
i need to see crismon again says:
btw, has s club 8 offically split ?
Might give u the sell if ur backseat fits 4! Until I do, Respect my whole crew and Stay In Your Lane says:
---
Might give u the sell if ur backseat fits 4! Until I do, Respect my whole crew and Stay In Your Lane has left the conversation.
I THINK ITS A YES .
BUT I THINK ITS STILL SENSITIVE AT THE MOMENT .
SO I WILL NOT ASK HIM THAT EVER AGAIN .
MY LAST POST GOT DELETED BY THE SHORT TERM MEMORY BLOGGER. :/
I AM STILL CONFUSED .
GRRRRL !
:/
thanks for the heart little monster. (:
its this barrier
something's pulling me away
i dont know what to say
but its better if i go my own way.
:/
with each day that passes us by
the more time i see you with
it makes my bond of conufusion stronger.
Sunday, September 25, 2005
wo de di di SHI toubu shi mu tou.
flankveeennn . (:
BEEDEEASSAM !
i dont know anymore. i dont know what i am supposed to be feeling. i know they want me to be glad due to the break between them two. but i dont. i feel really awkward. i feel like your not you. and the other is just trying to keep it all inside, pretending to be happy and feeling awful. i dont know wether to talk to you or not. i can't make it out anymore. it wasn't like last time, when we were friends. i dont know what we stand on now, but its hostile. then it hits me all over again. they keep talking, as if i had a connection. but they're all wrong, there was nothing. only the both of you. but that was then. whats now ?
FRANKVIN.
if i lose my patience
you must try to understand
and if i lose my patience for yea.
cos you make me feel
you touched my heart with a smile
you got me in the moon
whoa, yeah .
cos you make me feel yeah
you make feel whoa
you touch my heart in a smile
you got me in the mood
so come on and make your move.
:/
i need sometime away from the both of you. and from the rest who haunt me.
i woke up early this morning, went for the seven am mass. set up the stall, collected the pails of water with fer, joachim and calvin and waited for the rest of the group to come.
played/tested the game, which was really fun, as yu got WET while playing. *TSKS. hahaha. hey you, stop thinking that way, its sick. lol.
then, its was getting boring, so fer and i went to grab a bite, ICE CREAM ! then joachim and calvin were there. the four of us bought the same flavour. RASPBERRY RIPPLE ! <3 so tasty. Then the crowd started coming in, but our stall was pretty ALONE there. :/
After awhile, i decided to GET DUNKED. (: so i got dunked. adn i walked around, got a tau huey chwee with fer. everyone was starring and asking, you bathed ar? lame. :/
and ! all the stc and kellockians were starring at the people whom they knew/seen before.
okay, i shall skip all the boring details. (:
anyway, some intresting stuff.
the person whose hair i liked well, cut it. ): BOO ! No one with nice hair in church anymore. haiyoh. i hopt he grows his hair until that length again ! HAHAHA. goldspink ;D i love.
i talked to peiyi for the first time in my life. HELLO PEIYI ! she's so poor thing. her phone got flug off the table by a water bomb. ):
I smiled at sarah pei or is it sarah peh ?. She's accutally quite nice ! haha. just that i have never like, spoken or smiled at her before. i was like starring, then i think she thought i was starring at her, and she was like what ? ahahaha. then i just smiled.
__ ___. i dont think you think i like you anymore. WOOHOO! hahaha. cos i can hear when you say my name, ITS FRAKY. I mean, i haven't talked to you since... forever. :/ and its just wierd. you know? yeaa. Its like, i'm always putting your name down and all, now i feel bad. but. HELL. I can't undo it, but i can try to change the impression.
oh and, PLAYING WITH FISH IS NOT A NICE THING WHEN ITS PUT INTO SOMEONE'S PANTS. i pity fer, with her phobia of fish and all... ): ITS SOMEWHERE IN THE WATER. still.
and the sec ones, if you want to dish someone's name ALOUD, make sure her friend dosen't hear it. especially when she is just at the next table, but i didn't tell her you said that. and you better don't go off telling everyone about what happened to her. or you can say goodbye to your fat buttcheeks.
currently,
I'M WET,
I'M TIRED,
I'M SORE. :/
i need a bathe.
Saturday, September 24, 2005
I HAD A NICE DAY today. (:
Early in the morning i woke up, played the computer for awhile. Talkd to little monster. Not many people were online. :/ Then i went for tuition with PAN AND CHARIANNE. (: We made quite a din during math tuition. Mrs Rajoo ater her lunch halfway during our tuition. It was FUNNN. Then pan LEAKED. And she had to go home change, taker her NAP(-tsks). ): So she left CHARIANNE alone.
Charianne went to dhoby gauht mrt and got off, ate the octopus balls. (: Went up to yamaha, then went out of plaza singapura. Then charianne saw these INTERNATIONAL people skateboaring. So, charianne bought a mocha and sat outside starbucks to watch them.
Then Charianne relised she was late, so she took the train to outram and took 143 to church. Then she received a call, saying that dennis and francis would be late due to the car which would not start. :/ But everyone came late. So yea... no difference. It was pretty entertaining, especially when they talked about WHAT THE HOSES LOOKED LIKE, and i explained i dont like balls, but scrotum, i can accpet. HAHAHA . Then, joachim was cutting out the holes for putting the hoses in, so he was like, cannot cut like this, later i accidently cut off. HAHAHAHA. Can i die? Okay... Then SOMEONE appeared. My day DIED. Practically. But in the end it was okay. It was really wierd at first, with everyone thinking that i accutally liked him. pffft. Anyway, so i helped ralph to set up the dunking machine. AND IT WAS REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY HEAVY. It needs at least four people to hold it up for ten seconds. TIRING. I went back early. At seven. The rest stayed till nine thirty or something like that?! CRAZY. ahaha. I'm so TIRED. I'm beat. :/
GOODNIGT MY FRIEND. OR IF YOUR NOT, NOW YOU ARE ! XD
and i know i'll never change my ways
if i don't give you up now.
frankvin.
which reminds me,
THE NAME HAYDEN IS NICE . (:
i hate star wars.
Going to tuition later. After that, setting up the stall until seven then i'm going home. MAKAN INCLUDED. Bwahahah. I bet we'll stay until eight or seven thirty. Definately after seven. I can't wait. Finishing up my math. Reading a really good story, getting ideas for monday. :/ english papers. COMPO ! I have to do well this time.
Friday, September 23, 2005
when you have a bad day,
something OLD will be there for you,
something always around
but you FORGOT about it.
until today.
and this what what i found,
what my past was filled with,
what was once my favourite,
and still is.
THE HEART OF WORSHIP .
When the music fades
And all is stripped away
And I simply come
Longing just to bring
Something that's of worth
That will bless your heart
I'll bring You more than a song
For a song in itself
Is not what You have required
You search much deeper within
Through the ways things appear
You're looking into my heart
I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And it's all about You
All about You, Jesus
I'm sorry Lord for the thing I've made it
When it's all about You
It's all about You Jesus
King of endless worth
No one could express
How much You deserve
Though I'm weak and poor
All I have is Yours
Every single breath
I'll bring You more than just a song
For a song in itself
Is not what You have required
You search much deeper within
Through the way things appear
You're looking into my heart
I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And it's all about You
All about You, Jesus
I'm sorry Lord for the thing I've made it
When it's all about You
It's all about You Jesus
Its all about you
Jesus
had a BAD DAY . ):
i'm pissed with my ENGLISH ORAL marks.
i really screwed it this time.
EVEN CHENG GOT HIGER THAN ME . CHENG ! WHATTHEHELL .
I only got 25/40, cheng got 30/40.
AND I USUALLY GET TOP FEW FOR THE ORALS ?!
sighh- damned sore throat and flu .
I HATE MY ENGLISH SCORE .
I HATE MY ENGLISH SCORE STILL .
):
Ms Yew was very ticked off by all of us today. We just pissed her off like there's no tomorrow. Not that we DETEST her, but she's really really nice. A pushover infact, way too nice. :/
Luckily for our harp appreciation. Or else my entire day would be DEPRESSING. The little monster who sat next to me shouldn't be so naughty. HAHAHAH. Little monster in law, PLAY MORE NEOPETS !
-not so big, not so small monster (:
I MISS THE TEN STEPS !
Thursday, September 22, 2005
our dainty friendship
not perfect, but lasting. (:
school was alright today.
SCIENCE WASN'T SICK.
it was intresting. haha.
anyway, i want to get some good new words.
i need more CHIM words in my vocabulary.
my english STILL sucks. :/
please IMPROVE !
i need to finish up math and STUDY.
somethings i've supposed to have done...
A LONG TIME AGO ):
i need motivation.
but your not here.
whyyy ?
i dont know.
KIWI ICE BLENDED.
happybirthday JC-CHAN.
dont cry after we sing anymore alright.
she cried after we sang happy birthday.
so sweet. (:
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
i just felt like crying, with everything going on. With people dying. I don't even know that person, but somehow... it just made me sad. Really sad. So if i ever go tomorrow, or anytime soon, this may be my last goodbye. I don't want you to cry. I only want to let you know, im quite fine with going. But... i feel sorry for that person who left. Remember for being just him. Would you remember me, for being ME ?
if i tell you there's something wrong,
believe me.
if i tell you i forgave you,
trust me.
if i told you i loved you,
don't leave me.
if i told you i was going,
don't let me.
if i told you it hurts alot,
comfort me.
if i told you you dont have to say sorry,
i wasn't lying.
if i died tomorrow,
remember me.
school today was STRESSFUL. For the first time since... a few months ago. I'm going to eat my garlic bread and then, i'm going to play neopets WHILE doing my homework. IF POSSIBLE ! hahaha.
ART IS STRESSFUL. I dont like painting. I wish we could just do a brochure on promoting our FRIENDS. :/ ohwells. there was science today. AND ! We asked about the FLAVOURED CONDOMS . ahahhaha . msyew's so poor thing. The class bullies her. ):
JOACHIM TAN,
YOUR JIE IS NICE !
SHE DOES CARE ABOUT YOU .
SEE ? HAHA .
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
IF YOU A TEACHER READ THIS .
I HATE YOU . (:
love, the four letter HEARTBREAK
literally .
school is VERY VERY fun thankyou .
monday. homeecons ! OHMYSHITS.
i died in there? we talked alot during homeecons.
AND ! after school.
doing the homeecons stuff.
today. i had a STOMACHE. ):
but it was only for fourtyfive minutes.
after school sewing was
IRRITATING AHCHUU !
and also, having fun.
ANDAND !
DURING CME !
des, rena and i were SINGING.
and mrlau. POOR GUY !
cannot do anything.
hahahha . XD
I LOVE OUR TEN STEPS . (:
its our only.
but its SPECIAL.
only WE'VE seen it.
only WE'VE done it.
and WE WILL keep it that way.
I LOVE YOU ALL <3
SOMETIMES WHAT YOU DONT KNOW WILL HURT YOU .
and true, it does.
so people, please take care. (:
I LOVE YOU ALL .
we shall all play neopets ONE FINE DAY .
didi ar !
number five ar,
JOACHIM TAN DE-ON .
i accutally heard you pronounce your full name. Please kill me. Hahaha. Anyway, your FIVE is popping up EVERYWHERE i go.
LAST NIGHT :
motorcycle plates.
(something) 555
AT 2C
ezlink card.
$5.50(before)
$5.05(after)
JOACHIM ARRR .
IS THAT A SIGN ?
OR AN OMEN .
HAHAH .
didi !
TELL ME !
Sunday, September 18, 2005
OKAY.
THIS IS FOR JOACHIM TAN .
HELLLO DIDI ! (:
i need to feel .
its too unreal,
its like heaven.
but deep down inside,
i know its hell .
i used to feel too .
that was when,
you tore me apart.
and i made my mistake
so i left, said my goodbyes
and thought about each night .
but i knew it was wrong
to stay with you
so i left then
i dont regret you
but i regret what we do .
charissa and i (:
made by charissa.
taken by marie.
uploaded by charianne.
ALWAYS BY YOUR SIDE.
went to church today,
AIRCONNED ! (: lovely.
also becuase i saw the HAIR again !
i only like the hair.
THANKS .
my brother told my FRIENDS
he was my BROTHER .
neeta and bernadette said he looked and sounded like me .
EVERYONE ELSE IN CHURCH WAS CALLING ME MICHAEL .
the name of my other brother .
they said i looked like michael ?
and they say i look like jonathan ?
OKAY !
but i think ...
THEY LOOK LIKE ME LA .
hahhahah .
Saturday, September 17, 2005
its not just that simple .
its just physical attraction
its not what its supposed to be
but only a facsimilie of
please forgive me
i never wanted it to turn out this way
it was never meant to end
but to start with each new day
but its only what i WANT .
i wish that ni could believe this was real.
Friday, September 16, 2005
you've got me hooked onto you .
i spend all these nights thinking about you .
when i see you, i just fade away .
seeping into the darkness,
i just die away
but i awake again,
looking forward to when i'll next see you .
I LOVE CHOONGYEE !
I LOVE HOT BAY YES ?
YES . (:
YES EVERYONE ELSE ,
I LOVE YOU TOO .
maybe i should tell everyone
incase there's someone else out there
who's just needing a good talk
-DONT KILL YOURSELF .
i love you ;
because you made me believe in myself when nobody else could help. because you live, my world has twice as many stars in the sky. because you live, i live.
if you go, i'll be gone too.
im in school now.
its supposed to be PROJECTWORK.
but ... (:
RECESS IS FUN .
YESTERDAY WAS FUN .
TODAY TOO IS FUN .
Thursday, September 15, 2005
we watched MARCH OF THE PENGUINS today. It was pretty boring(the show) for me cos, i have watched a NICER documentry on the penguins before. So, i entertained myself by disturbing cheng. (: Let me show you HOW !
cheng: oh, so sad, so sad .
MEH !: eh, don't cry la .
cheng: i'm not crying !
MEH !: (turns around) anyone got tissue ? cheng is crying .
(EVERYONE LOOKS AT CHENG .)
MEH !: you know why the penguin walk like that ?
cheng: why ?
MEH !: because its virgina just stretched .
cheng: oh ! the penguin so poor thing !
MEH !: you know why ? because they have no money .
cheng: ouch ! ehh, this one the mother or father ar ?
MEH !: no, its the PENGUIN !
so after the show ended, we went to TOWN . we took NEOPRINTS . (: SIX PEOPLE. jessica and katrina didn't want. It was GRACE'S FIRST TIME TAKING NEOPRINTS . Went down to BK to meet kat and jess. Went to LGS to eat our(me,des,ginny,cheng,grace,rena) TWO DOLLAR FRIES . The leftover money from the neoprints. I WANT TO STUDY . but, have to finish my science. :/ art is just colour the lady's FACE . then...DONE ! (: i accutally studied last night. WOW !
I CANNOT STUDY WITHOUT MESSAGING . crazy right ? sigh .
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
i think i update too little in detail.
i think rena's REALLY NICE .
and AWESOME. (:
so are some other people,
whom i KEPT SMILING AT . I looked like an idot infront of that person. AHH ! I don't know why. But its definately NOT love or anything. Just really HAPPY, to see all of you people. Especially that person. Cos, in that person, i find someone whom i can tell certian issues to. i love you. as a FRIEND . A GOOD FRIEND . and nothing more, for my heart is thinking of someone else. :/
We had this BORING talk in the morning. About the vatican exhibition. It was sorta a refresher for me and many others, while a really cool first BORING look for some. Then came SCIENCE. I couldn't help but gross out. It was FREAKY. I mean, PRIVATE PARTS. the bottom FRONT parts only for both the male and females. Suprisingly, RENA found it COOL ... i was ... REALLY FREAKED. Recess was full of laughter. Life is just suprising. I had my first proper conversation with shahilia in art today, since THAT happened. I also had my first proper conversation with zhihui. ALSO, since THAT happened. Life suprises me.
WHY IS IT THAT LIFE IS SO FAIR
YET IT SEEMS SO CRUEL ?
i went to bangkok.
NOT australia. (:
and bangkok reminds me of .
BANGKOK ! (:
TSKSTSKS !
anyway,
i saw __ 888 FLIGHT !
i was dying .
everywhere i went,
there was 8'S AND 6'S AND 9'S !
I MEAN . 6908 !!!
(: when i came back too.
the CAB WAS 8688 !
and ! i was looking outside the window.
lots of 8's and 6's and 9's . (:
I DIED .
i was smiling to myself.
HAPPILY . hehh .
I LOVE SCHOOL.
I LOVE RENA.
I LOVE THE WHOLE CLASS TOO !
;D
Thursday, September 08, 2005
MY LAST POST. ):
THEN . ITS UNTIL TUESDAY OR WEDNESDAY .
SO LONG PEOPLE.
I HAVE GREEN, RED AND YELLOW LIGHT STICKS.
ARMY FOOD.
AND ! CHOCOLATE MOONCAKES.
THANKS LOADS. (:
I SAW PHNEAH, PAN AND EAHY TODAY !
E FOR IDIOT !
HAHHAA . I AM AN EDIOT .
BECAUSE, I HAD AN E FOR CHINESE. (:
I ALSO SAW A&B .
A IS A FRIEND .
B IS FRIEND'S AHEM ! HAHA .
JESSE MCCARTNEY CRAZE. AGAIN !
ALL OVER. -SAVE ME PLEASE ?
AND ALSO , AARON CARTER CRAZE TOO.
BWAHAHA . IM PROMOTING SATURDAY NIGHT. (:
<3
i am leaving singapore TOMORROW .
i will be back on tuesday .
i will be back in school on WEDNESDAY .
so that means im not going to go for the CAMP .
GOING TUITION WITH PAN LATER . (: CHARISSA'S NOT COMING . HAIYER ! GO SENTOSA AND LEAVE US ALONE LAR . FINE . THEN YOU GO TOMORROW ALONE . ): I'M GOING TO MISS YOU ALL . LOADS . ONE LAST UPDATE BEFORE I GO LATER . I PROMISE .
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
starring out at the rain with a HEAVY HEART, its the end of the world IN MY MIND. Then YOUR voice PULLS ME BACK, like a wake-up call. I've been LOOKING FOR THE ANSWER, somewhere. I couldn't see that it was RIGHT THERE. But, know i know what I DIDN'T KNOW. When NOBODY else can help. Because YOU live, my world has TWICE AS MANY STARS IN THE SKY. It's ALL RIGHT, i SURVIVED, i'm ALIVE again. 'Cause of YOU, made it through EVERY storm. What is life, what's the use, if your glad your KILLING TIME. I'm so glad i FOUND AN ANGEL, someone who was there when all my hopes FELL. I wanna FLY, looking into YOUR eyes. Because you live, there's a reason why i carry on when i love the flight. I want to give what you've gievn me, ALWAYS. Because you live and breathe, because you make me believe in myself when nobody else could help.
My world has everything I need to survive
because you live,
I LIVE. (:
we had MATH today.
when i came to school,
nic, ginny and judith were already there.
nic was sitting cross-legged and her ears were PLUGGED.
i was SQUINTING !
in my mind, it was going: is that nic? no wait, cannot be, she dosen't come so early,was she smiling at me?*looksbehind* i wave back. she waves, THATS NIC !
hahaha .
see how BLUR i am in the morning?
played the PANIO . (:
listened to ONLY HOPE !!
played the paino. haha !
went for math.
BREAKED.
math again,
WENT GREATWORLD !
hoho. with cheng, des, qianru.
poor CHARIANNE WAS IN SCHOOL. ):
*not real name. hahah.
so. the other half went to tiong, while the other half was in school. ):
and the little brother wasn't allowe to go out.
OR ELSE.
it would have been the three of us.
AGAIN .
shared the yoshi SALMON student meal with des.
it didn't taste like SALMON.
it tasted like... TUNA .
?! WHATTHE.
okay. it was ALRIGHT eventually. (:
i SUPRISINGLY ate little.
i wasn't hungry.
i don't know why.
i came home at two thirty something ?
left gwc at two thirty. ;D
THATS THE GOOD PART ABOUT STAYING CLOSE .
AND !
I CRAVED FOR MY ICECREAM .
SO TASTY. (:
i hope des, qianru & cheng are enjoying themselves playing tennis now.
SO FUN !
oh yes ! we have a NEW routine !
when there's a sendoff,
after TEN steps,
look back and say BYE again. (:
TO SHOW THAT YOU LOVE THAT PEOPLE.
I LOVE YOU ALL. (:
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
I SCREWED MY ORALS .
PLUS ITS THE ENGLISH ORALS.
NOT CHINESE .
I BLAME TOWN . (:
SO I SHALL NOT GO THERE.
IN AWHILE. (:
today.
went tiong after orals.
ate BANMIAN !
again. HOHO !
went with
cheng, ginny, katrina, qianru, felicia.
HOME.
just conferenced with desiree and cheng.
over PLANS for tomorrow.
(: TENNIS ARH ?
HAHAH .
im like. not listening to them .
so i shall ask cheng again .
NOW .
BWAHAHAHHA !
Monday, September 05, 2005
MY FRIENDSTER PROFILE .
About Me:
marianne jeanne hendricks
OTHERWISE
hayden charianne
MAKE MY DAY . (:
020791 ; fourteen.
marsbars, cookies, m&ms <3
HIGH FIVE ;
carter. goldspink. ho.
AND ! unnamed*1 & *2 !
MY GRANDOLIQUENCE_
a plethora of abhor
does no more good
than the most heinous deed
reminisce of past gaiety
between you and me
of what was like love
but only a facsmilie of
goodbye my lover
goodbye my friend
maybe one day we'll meet again ?
till then -
i'm still holding on
--------------------------------------
Who I Want to Meet:
someone/people .
ESPECIALLY -
carter & goldspink. (:
met the other three already.
;D
m_jeanne_h@yahoo.com.sg
CHINESE ORALS WERE TODAY.
KILL ME PLEASE, I GOT MS MAK.
AND ! I COUDN'T READ THE PASSAGE.
-DIES.
WENT TIONG WITH GINNY AND DES.
AND ATE MY BANMIAN !
FINALLY, AFTER SO LONG.
Sunday, September 04, 2005
sorry for the outburst.
i was really friggin irritated.
i'm still forcing myself not to add in any offensive language in THERE,
I NEED NUMBER ONE NOW,
please take me away.
we'll see the stars and pray
I'LL JUST TELL YOU THIS,
SO YOU CLAIM WE ALL ARE SHAHILIA'S FRIENDS/EX-CLIQUE ?
SO YOU MEAN WE WERE NEVER YOUR FRIENDS BEFORE ?
OH WOW, AND YOU CALL US BACKSTABERS.
WE CRITIICIZE, SO WHAT ?
YOU MEAN YOU DON'T ?
WE ONLY SAID RJ WAS POOR THING.
WE DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING BAD ABOUT YOUR GROUP.
SO SINCE YOU SAY WE PUT YOU DOWN TO A LOW STATUS ?
WHY DON'T YOU TELL US STRIGHT IN THE FACE
INSTEAD OF TAKING THIS INTO THE BLOGGER SYSTEM?
THIS MAY EVENTUALLY LEAD TO A BLOG FEUD.
BUT I DOUBT YOU WOULD CARE MUCH.
FOR I SEE HOW MUCH YOUR GROUP CARES ABOUT ANYONE BESIDES THEMSELVES.
SO MUCH FOR "THE FAMILY" EH ?
WE ARE NOT MENTALLY HANDICAPPED,
UNLESS YOU AREN'T INTELLIGENT ENOUGH TO THINK SO.
NOONE SAID WE LOVE RUEYJING.
NOONE SAID WE WILL.
QUIT JUDGING US, YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW US IN THE FIRST PLACE.
IF YOU DIDN'T YET KNOW,
WE WANTED TO TAKE RUEYJING INTO OUR GROUP,
BUT NOT EVERYONE IN OUR GROUP AGREED ON THAT IDEA.
AND WE DIDN'T DUMP HER INTO YOUR GROUP.
MS QUEENIE BALLOTED.
YOU GROUP GOT HER, SO STOP SAYING OUR GROUP TREATED YOURS LIKE DUSTBINS.
AND YOU REALLY WANT TO KNOW MY PROBLEM ?
YOU. WE HAVE BEEN NICE ENOUGH TO TOLERATE EVERYTHING UNTIL NOW.
YOU STILL HAVE NO CLUE WHAT HAPPENED BEHIND YOUR BACKS.
I ADMIT, YOUR RIGHT, YOU ARE WRONG.
i decided to vent my anger,
DUE TO THIS
so i quote from zhihui's blog :
SHAHILIA! i dunno wads happenin to her. her friends are irritating.
[heaven sake they ain't the KKN it's the ex-cliques of hers which are born mentally handicapped]
I-R-R-I-T-A-T-I-N-G! wah lau! heck the hell out of them larh.
to those who have nothing better to do but to criticize, have some mutton and chew otherwise better might as well choke yourself then u people will stop talking.
It's nerve racking to be insulted. put down to a low status. It's not nice of any backstabbers to do that. u people love RJ, keep her. dun kick it to us. we ain't duxtbins. we just have nuts and doors. what's ur pb. haiyo. to think u people were nice. i was wrong. really wrong.
no more 1115 mass from now on. THATS SAD. AND ! I didn't see _____ today. I WANNA SEE YOUR HAIR LAR ! FASTER COME BACK OKAY ? hahaha . I'm crazy. Please just admit me to MH. Don't need to fill in ANY form.
There's no wonder why
Saturday, September 03, 2005
I AM SORRY FOR KEEPING THIS HURLING ABUSE UP, BUT I CAN'T HELP IT. IT REALLY PISSES ME OFF. ALOT.
ANYWAY, MY NUMBER ONE, I STILL CAN'T GET MY MIND OFF YOU. ESPECIALLY SINCE THURSDAY. HER FRIEND REMINDED ME OF YOU AGAIN. I COULDN'T HELP BUT STARE. IM SORRY TO HER FRIEND. AND IM SORRY ONE, FOR DISTURBING YOU. BUT IT BROUGHT A SMILE BACK TO MY FACE.
I STILL LOVE YOU .
DONT TALK TO ME ABOUT DANCE . EVER . ESPECIALLY IF YOUR ONE OF THEM. ESPECIALLY YOU. YES, YOU. YOU ACT LIKE YOUR SO FUNNY, LIKE YOUR EVERYONE'S FRIEND. WELL, YOU TOLD ME THINGS THAT YOU SHOULDNT HAVE. EVEN ABOUT THE PEOPLE WHO TRUST YOU. WE ALL HATE YOU.
FRIGGIN BACKSTABBER.
i've fallen even more in love with you.
i'm stading here until you made me move.
i'm hanging by a moment here with you.
i am SICK. Is that supposed to be a good thing ? I think that fruit gums are AWSOME.
DUDE ! I NEED A TOY CAR.
MAN. I'M A WOMAN.
Friday, September 02, 2005
yesterday was fun . (: I DECLARE . Especially during tuition la. STC/KELLOCK PEOPLE ARE BETTER THAN CHARISSA. (: YES, WE ARE.
TODAY.
BTW, I AM GOING TO TYPE IN HUGE FONTS. UNTIL IT REACHED THE REALLY FIRGGIN PARTS. OKAY? ALRIGHT.
SCHOOL WAS pissing me off TODAY .
DURING dance .
I PITY ____ .
FOR BEING THE fishmonger's friend.
I EMPHATYSE WITH ___ .
GOODNIGHT .
BTW, IF I ELABORATE MORE,
THEY WILL BACKSTAB MORE.
SO I MY AS WELL TELL YOU IN PERSON.
TO SHUT THE FUCK UP .
Thursday, September 01, 2005
I guess today is going to be fun. (: After what happened yesterday. Its amazing how much i go out these days. It's like, nobody's business anymore. Let me tell you what happened yesterday.
i went to school. IT WAS A BORE OKAY ! So after everything, at ten thirty i went to meet PHNEAH. We walked to kellock from the radimas primairy school area. Saw MANY MANY juniors and friends in kellock. <3 I'm so happy. ALL THE TEACHERS STILL RECOGNISE ME. -tsks. HAHA ! They were like. HENDRICKS! hahaha . I was like, OMG . YOU STILL REMEMBER ME ? but i didn't say it out la. So suprising. Then i went to town with cheng, ginnny and katrina. I saw ALOT of people. JUNIORS. Quite a few were looking at me and gave me THE EYE. haha ! no lar . I'm exaggerating. They just stared and smiled. Some waved. SO NICE ! (: I LOVE MY JUNIORS ! ESP THOSE FROM KELLOCK. THEY STILL SAID HI. AFTER LIKE, A YEAR OR TWO SINCE I LAST SAW THEM. I'm touched. (: They even TALKED to me. Others didn't recognise me though. haha. Then we saw Ginny's father. i shall NOT elaborate. SPIED. Then ate at yoshi. (: CHOONGYEE WAS IN TOWN TOO. But i didn't meet her. OH WELLS. Then we went walking aroung taka. We took neoprints after that. IT WAS KATRINA'S FIRST TIME. Whoa, and i thought everyone had taken before. I think the neoprints were VERY. unprepared. HOHO ! Finally, four thirty came, and we went home. I reached home around five thirty ? I reached the busstop at five. HAHA ! Okay. So i was half an hour late. KILL ME. My ankles STILL hurt. But it was for a good cause. (:
- a plethora of red. GASHED INTO HER SKIN